a non-directional blog.

so i have nothing pre-planned to write in this blog..
i'm just writing.
today i was talking to adriana,
and we came to a confusing, yet very true conclusion on life.
first of all, growing up is NOT easy.
when i say not easy, i mean it is not a solid path built right at your feet.
i'd put it as more, bricks handed to you in hope you place each one in the right place.
i'm not saying i don't believe God has a plan,
because i really do, firmly believe this!
i just think that growing up, we have always been taught not to worry,
God will take control over everything.
I feel that this is only accurate if we are willing to follow His every command
and as the stupid humans we are, this RARELY ever happens.

i have been SO excited to go home.
in fact, homesickness would be an appropriate way to put it.
i don't think this is because i don't like my school, because i do. really.
it's just that the phrase "there's no place like home" has been a brick wall in my mind.
there is nothing that will knock this down, except going home.
i think it has a lot to do with the fact that it has been raining on and off since we got back.
i love the rain. i really really do.
but when that's all you see for 4 weeks straight, it kind of gets to you.
thankfully, the rain has subsided temporarily this week.

on a brighter note, i AM, in fact going home this weekend.
i can not wait to be back in my own room!
i am a little bit disappointed to,
because my family will still be routinely doing their jobs.
this meaning my parents at work and sister at school.
ohhh well. i don't really care!
as long as i am back home, it will be a good weekend.

well i guess i'm done complaining and being boring for tonight!

btw.. *he's pretty cute! ;]]