Spring Break.

sooo i guess you could say this is the start of spring break.
it hasn't been all that eventful, but i'm enjoying this time to relax
and be with my family. [[even though they can drive me crazy]]
right now we are ACTUALLY spending time together and watching some show.
i guess this is a show that they all love, but i never heard of it.
it's called "castle," and so far, it's pretty good!
i've noticed that my disappointment in people,
especially old time friends. the ones you depend on the most.
i have learned to appreciate the new people i've met.
this makes me sad because i have no REAL motivation to
make an effort to plan a get together with my friends from high school.
i mean, i'd love to see them, but i don't want to plan it like i normally would want to.
as sad as this is, i guess it's good that i have learned to love my new friends.
anyways, we'll just have to see how this week pans out.
it's going to be interesting, but more than anything, it's so nice to be with my family.
i have really, really missed them.





*sidenote: LSU or PUC next year?! decisions decisions.

i'm hungry.

yes, hungry.
wondering why? well let me explain.
SO amy and i decided that we will room together,
and incidentally, my roommate decided that she wanted to move also.
so things were working out pretty nicely.
in fact, so nicely, that during dead week and finals, i have a room to myself.
this is perfect because i can study with no distractions and no extra people.
[[besides the drop-ins, of course]]
ANYWAYS, everything is just fine and dandy.
amy and i are planning to get a TV for the room,
bunk the beds together,
and NOT drive each other crazy [[challenge of the freakin' YEAR!]]
weeeell, today i came back to my room at around 2,
and something seemed weird about the room.
then i noticed, oh! my roommate took the rest of her stuff. that's cool.
well then i came back again around 7 pm.
something STILL wasn't right.
then i looked by the sink,
and ALL my cold/frozen foods and drinks were on the floor.
yes, my roommate took the fridge and left my sodas, waters, ice creams, frozen foods, etc.
but i then realized she must have only came once,
which MEANS it had been sitting there for a LONG TIME.
it took me by surprise because it's not her refrigerator.
we both had microwaves and her old roommate and the girl replacing her both had fridges.
SO we decided that we'd just trade for awhile.
but oh well, just gotta go buy some new food and hope amy gets the refrigerator SOON.

to lighten things up a bit.
i, tonight, have realized i am proud to be the innocent one who spends time with the "not so innocent."
good guys, in fact, GREAT guys. some of my favorite people here!
and it's not that they're HORRIBLE.
it's a reputation thing.
and i don't mind it ONE BIT.
the reason is, judgment only tortures the judge, not the judged.
i know who i am and i know what awesome people my friends are!
i could care less what other people really are thinking about me.
so i told them, i am proudly calling myself "ironic" in the situation.
[[well actually i told michael i'm an oxymoron. but i know the jokes that will come. haha]]

btw. i am SUPER sleepy and a lot of what i'm writing doesn't make much sense.
but this is making more sense than what i've BEEN saying tonight. haha gahhhh! whatever.

LOVE.

okay this is going to be a really short post.

my friend, cameron crabtree, put this as a status and it got me thinking for a long time.

"What is Love to you? I wanna know so lay it on me. :D"

yuuup. i'm still thinking.